Tonight, for the first time, in perhaps my entire life, I found myself thinking ~I miss the old days. The days when energy bubbled from my veins in the most infectious way. The days when a night wouldn't pass without some drama-ladden story writing itself. The days when I didn't think twice about stirring it up. When my laugh always had a hint of mischeif and at least one set of eyes watched me thinking ~what will she do to next. When life felt like a play and I, the leading actress, pushed the line to see just how far I could go before life rubbed me raw.
Now, I'm so less apt to play a hand in this game. Maybe I threw in the cards a little too early.
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